Still Looking Up
by Kimberly Baughn Sutkin
I grew up around deep faith and still spent years wondering why it never came naturally to me.
This space is for the people with hard questions, complicated church history, and a desire to keep looking anyway. Pull up a chair. You don’t have to have the right words to belong here.
Welcome
A place for seekers
Still Looking Up is a warm, thoughtful space for people exploring scripture, religious trauma, and the long, honest process of finding God beyond organized religion.
If you found your way here through TikTok, a late-night search, or a question you could not stop carrying, you are not alone. This journal is here to make room for reflection, curiosity, and hope.
What you’ll find
Writing for the journey
The homepage is rooted in recent writing, with space for the themes that shape this work and the questions that keep unfolding.
Scripture
Posts that look closely at passages, translations, and meaning with honesty and care.
Religious trauma
Gentle reflections for people untangling harm, fear, and inherited expectations.
Seeking
Personal journal-style writing for those still searching, doubting, and hoping.
Newsletter
Personal letters and updates, with a quieter space to stay connected on Substack.